Crying while posting, and I hate it. I've been told that everything's going to be alright. That it's all part of growing up. I was quite okay before. I mean, I had a couple of people to talk to whenever I was sad. But today, I just lost 2 friends, 2 people I'd probably talk to about my bad day.. I lost one of my closest friends because I answered her badly despite her concern. I lost the other because of an I-don't-know reason, probably because I was laughing during club time and he thinks it's because of him..
Things just keep on getting worse, don't they? They just double in impact and go together to hurt me more and more..
It's difficult. I feel like life must end soon.. Better yet, now. I feel like nothing's going right. Everything seems to be falling apart.. Everything seems difficult. Everything seems sad. Everything seems painful and is painful. The heart's broken once again, but it's much worse now..
1 comments:
i lost 2 of my bestfriends as well. the latest one took me 5 years to forget about it, to NOT to cry over and over again for the same reason for 5 long years. what you are feeling now is normal, don't be too bad on yourself. you'll get over it, just don't forget the word ACCEPTANCE.
ILY.Ü
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