Selected people, you know how much the number means to me. It's my favorite players' jersey number and it is Chris' (i'll use his name again. haha) number. Well, I liked the number long before I liked him. I mean, Chris came into my life first but, Jondan and Macky came into my heart first. :))
Anyway, ever since I watched Madagascar 2 in Cinema 5, the number didn't haunt me. Not until today. I first saw the number in a varsity player's jersey. Then in other players' jerseys, both basketball players and volleyball players. Then in a person's jacket. (i wanted that!) Then in the time. Then in the bus accreditation numbers. Then, in sooooo many more places. It's really haunting you know. I just found out that the last sign is the 5th. I just realized that my nickname has 5 letters and so is his middle name. (yes, i know it already! weeee) I just recalled that he is the fifth guy and that I'll be turning 10+5 in 5+5 days. Then, Mr. 5th Guy has actually been my laughing stock a while ago (remember that niece?) and my chatmate now. weeeee..
Yaaah. It feels so weird for a number to haunt me. My niece told me of the story of "the number 23." I felt goosebumps. :)) I still love the number. It's my destiny to love it. :)
** thank God I found you. **
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You know, it's really bee a long time since ,my last comment. I have been sick for so long. Haha u miss me. nyeh...
So what am I gonna say, well first off, I'm going to stuff all my comments into one comment ***wink***. Hehe saves time and effort some what.
Hanna, let's start off with this. Remember I'm always gonna be here for you no matter what. Yan clear n yan dapat. So if ever you feel pain, tell me. Also its unhealthy to have all that pain anger annoyance bottled up inside. Really, do you want to explode? I don't want you to explode. Try screaming once in a while, hit something, say something. Chances are if you're afraid to express true emotions to those people then probably their not really friends that would last. Friends are people we are comfortable to be with. They are supposed to accept us for us and change us for the better. There's no need to be guarded. Sometimes letting it pass, doesn't mean you are patient it means you fear that they might stray away from you. That's not what friend are supposed to be like. Look at us, i hit u, u hit me. Even if it's abnormal that we scream at each other almost evertday at least we show ourselves to each other, no guards no inhibitions.
Next, SIGNS mo.. Yeah, i know you don't believe in them. Let's loot at is as your moments of happiness or the coincidences of what smiles. it's fun to look for signs and well i'm not gonna tell you to stop. Sometimes I look for signs too, but its just on an impulse and it comes true or if it doesn't i shrug and say I make my own destiny. It true how it's fun to see it and wellwe can wait for signs but don't let it control us. We have to be happy with whatever we have.
About your little mr turtle. It's good you found another one. Pain is inevitable. We experience it. I understand that we are different because when i like someone I detach myself so that i don't feel jealous or something or attachment to him but u are different. It's ok that you like him. I'm happy for you. At least he's not causing you more pain like you know last year. I hated, detest, dislike "THE WIND" because of you, even if people tell me he's a nice guy even if he's uhm windy?. Those people don't know what you've been through because of him. How sad you were. I'm happy u move on. I just hope history won't repeat it self and if this crush of u spreads and its my fault. I swear I'm not worthy to be called your friend. Even now I blame myself about you know slipping. Hanna, liking someone is part of growing up even if sometimes it hurts. It will pass. Just remember that, make good decisions ok? Remember me when you decide remember what might happen although I'm not discouraging you. I'm just scared you'll get hurt. I don't want that.
Ang emo hehe anyway hanna this is the ANti-Hanna Club Founder and President signing off... ILY
Hello blueberry. :) The number five is really my favorite number too! :) it's my boyfriends monthsary day. :) so that's why I'm telling macky everytime he plays na galingan niya dahil bitbit niya ang favorite number namin. :)
daan ka rin sa blog ko cheesecake!
link mo ko. :)
link din kta.
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